So, it's been almost 2 years since my last and only post. Terrible. Especially since I said I would keep this one up. Epic Fail. Well, I'm going to say it again and I hope this time I keep my promise to myself. So what has been going on in my life.
First off, why the F**K does facebook chat stop working when I'm talking to Amz? Like really? What's the big deal?! I'm finally getting over him and I can't even stay proper friends with him because of the chat. Okay I think I am getting frustrated at the wrong thing. It seems like he doesn't want to talk to me. I hope he doesn't think I still like him. I don't anymore. But he is a cool guy that I would love to keep in touch with. Is that a crime people? Well, I shouldn't say people since no one reads this blog. But still. Okay I'll admit that there are some lingering feelings there but not enough for me to pursue. If I didn't pursue it last summer of 4 years ago, then I wont do it now. I have doubts and there are no doubts in love. When you love someone, you know rock solid that person is for you.
So why do I keep thinking that maybe he's the one? Because I can't fully let go? Because God is not helping me out here with my dilemma. God please help me out?! I'm trying to find myself and my future.
GAH why do all my blogs end up being about him!>!?
Eff him and his communist girlfriend.
I am moving on.
I am done.
In other news, met these really cute and nice French guys last week!!! AHH! I'm in love with European men. They have class and manners. Unlike uncouth American men. Anyways, I met them through Maymay because she is their RA for their time here. So, me, Rraine, Jenn, Linh, & Amrita have been spending all this time with them! We get all giddy when we talk about them. It's like we are in elementary school and it's Valentine's Day. But the guys are leaving this Wednesday. I'm really going to miss them and I hope they keep in touch! I'll post other things about them later. Perhaps after the GRE.
SPS! Oh gosh, Matt needs to stop being so effing pretentious prick! Gosh, you are not that amazing!
DAMNIT I have to go and take a shower and pray.
Peace!
No comments:
Post a Comment