Friday, May 7, 2010
Senioritis
I have a major case of Senioritis. All I do is sleep and eat. Avoid writing my thesis. Ditch Edu 173. Go to the mall. Avoid writing my plasma lab. Life really sucks at the moment. What happened to my motivation? I have never been this lazy before! Even senior year of high school was not this unproductive. Honestly, these days I feel like a robot. I have a to-do list that needs to be accomplished but not conation (edu 173 is good for something) behind it. I sometimes have the volition but I feel like the computer-model of the mind. I use cognition but it is not affected by motivation or volition. I'm a walking robot with no emotions. It's almost as if I am numb from the world. I can't feel my surroundings anymore. I am seriously not trying to sound emo or dark or sad. I just feel cut off. Like I have no connection to the world. Almost like I'm an outsider watching the world go by. I don't know why.
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