Anger to Sister

Anger to Sister : Oct 6, 2005

hEy . . .
wOah i am one moody person.
yesterday i was friggen angry
at everything and everyone
even at myself
if you were wondering
why i'm mad at myself
woah there are lots of reasons
one, why do i like a guy
that doesn't feel the same way
two, i should apply to more
private colleges
three, i should be studying
four, i shouldn't be mad
at everyone while i'm fasting
five, my life sucks
six, i'm a damned coward
seven, i need to stop complaining
eight, i'm selfish
ok back to everything and everyone else
even though i'm referring to #8
why do i feel like no one at school
really cares what the hell i do
like my closest friends
i am being selfish
that's why i'm mad i think
maybe i'm wrong
at least i know i got my
sister who has my back even though
she goes to a different school
even though we barely see each other
we barely talk to each other anymore
she still gets me
even friends of the same race as me
don't understand as much as her
it's crazy how we're still tight
after all the "drama" we went through
in middle school, you'd think we'd be
just friends, not sisters, crazy how
God works the world
woah i just proved i have an
attention span of a minute
because i totally went off topic but
who the hell cares?
bye.forever.wishful.thinking. 

 

 

 

 

found this on my Hi5!! WOW!!!  love you ash!